I am completely and utterly shit.
I made the person I care for the most, in my life, feel like shit.
No matter how many times I apologized I know it meant nothing.
How can I be so foolish?
I was raised and taught better then this.
I am making her hurt so much over me, she should NOT have to.
No matter how many times I tell her I LOVE HER,
No matter how many times I tell myself she is the person I love the most in my life,
I can NOT forgive myself and she should NOT forgive me.
Why is God challenging me?
What have I done wrong?
I am blaming God when the person to blame is MYSELF!
I MAKE MYSELF SICK!
... I'm sorry mommy, but I know that my apologies mean nothing. I don't know what to do. I've hurt you so much.
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name: tiff
age: 20
location: ludlow, massachusetts
school: university of massachusetts amherst
study: political science, economics, chinese
interests: procrastinating, playing, dreaming
#if i have the right to love, then i also have the right to choose how to love.
lala
