This is the loudest silence I've ever heard
This is the darkest sunlight I've ever seen
My eyes are adjusting but never reach clarity
My hands roam about for a piece of the dream
Emptiness can't be fixed with time-consuming nonsense
Purpose can't be feigned with a slew of useless words
I dodge that bitter taste in my gut only to find
The loudest silence I've ever heard
-- Kristine Sa
Music Playing: "Ghost You Know" by Lauren Hoffman
"I can silence the voice in my head and hear you instead
Whisper and sing for me again, rise from the dead
Well it's a little too late to say sorry, but don't be so hard on me
Ghost, you know I can't go back.."
Maybe just a little disillusioned right now, or maybe just overdosed on pain killers and steroids. My mind right now, heavily medicated or not, is just completely blank. I can’t feel and I don’t want to feel this pain. Life is just full of highs and I’ve just recently been pulled from one.
I feel like I've been back stabbed .. accusations, this and that. Things I've never said or done. It hurts a lot .. it hurts too much. I want to leave. I just want to disappear or just run away from all of this.
Being depressed isn’t cool, so I will just continue smiling. THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS.. THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS..
