Level 3 typhoon.. can we all say hottness?

Rain is so depressing, it just makes me naturally down. I called Bryan last night to just 'talk' because I was feeling a bit down but why was I down? No particular reason what so ever and even after talking to him for an hour I didn't feel any better. Normally Bryan always cheers me up, unless when it's his fault for why I'm all moody, which is actually most of the time. He knows I love him.

Then again, ever just feel like you're just a failure? I really don't feel like I have anything to show for my nineteen years of life but I suppose it's okay. Like my mom tells me.. I'm young and still allowed to make mistakes, they'll just help me as a I grow. But, I really wish that the mistakes just wouldn't hurt so much.

It's harder then I thought to get Denise Ho's NCMlive concert tickets too, so angry. All the sellers on yahoo auctions are like "e-mail me blah blah" but either they never reply or run an e-mail bidding system, that just irritates me. I'm actually willing to pay the US$100+ for the tickets too. Anyway, Denise's new CD is coming out tomorrow so I'll live. This year I really have been like a little kid again, chasing after my idol, I have to say that it felt great though.

I feel so tired.. but going out in a little to Wan Chai for some drinking. Another friend is leaving tomorrow.. just two more weeks till I leave!!